I'm a horrible liar.
Nov. 28th, 2008 07:25 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
spottoOkay, bet you're wondering why on earth I'm posting.
Well...my reason ended up being because of icons.
That's right, ICONS.
Yes, it's true that no one reads the stuff I write here, and it's true that ending my so-called "last post" by ranting about the BIFF might make it REALLY look like I ended the blog...in fact I even started a new one at blogger...but I somehow missed posting here. Now I know why.
Because of the icons! What a sillyand shallow reason to come back to Livejournal. I made five icons and replaced five of my old ones with these new ones. Since I was rewatching PGSM out of order I found Ami Usagi to be adorable and started making icons of her, XD. No seriously, Hama Chisaki is awesome (I refuse to call her by any other name), just like Mai Nishida and all those wicked actresses with their adorable faces. In fact due to my PGSM marathon I actually started to *gasp* like an UNCONVENTIONAL PAIRING from PGSM! I totally support onesided Ami/Usagi now. I say onesided because it will never happen, but who cares it's still awesome xD. So now I have two icons of Ami disguised as Usagi...lovely episode that was. While I thought Venus disguising herself as Sailor Moon in the anime was awesome, this was so much better. (Did I mention darkury>>>>>>evilmamoru!?!?! She pwns everybody in every category)
It'd be a waste to make icons and not use them, so I might as well post here...to show off my icons. Yeah, that's it.
And as a reply to the other Ami I love and know, who is not a fictional character and posts on LJ...thank you for that comment, it was actually quite moving for me. (I actually put off looking at it because I thought it might've been something negative *smashes head upon wall* >>; )
Also, the reason why I originally stopped posting was because these past few weeks I had a stretch of depression actually. Where life felt very empty...I ended up not doing much of ANYTHING AT ALL due to that, and I'm still feeling the effects because I haven't been doing normal things I do. (School is also a reason obviously, but I feel being depressed factoring in greatly as well. Actually, school might be part of the reason I was a bit depressed :\) I'm still not that happy though. Like for example, I put off leading my clan. I love my clan, really, but I guess I needed a break from a bunch of guys for a while, to talk to girls. Plus clan business is basically going onto Ventrilo, where 90% of the time most people are playing another game, so you just wait until someone mentions a scrim or clanwar and then join up. It hasn't been as fun as it had been back in the Summer. It really feels kind of hard to have some sort of conversation with someone there when they're in the middle of a game. I don't know. Ah well, when vacation comes again and when I have more time I bet it'll be fun again. Maybe it's because of everything being caught up with me these days.
Uhm, what else...well I ranted about fandom in my blogger blog, so I'm out of gas for that, lol. My sleep patterns have been VERY varied lately. I sleep at ANY TIME of the day/night and wake up AT ANY TIME. It's always moving and shifting.
...so it's 7:45pm! GOOD NIGHT! *goes to bed*
Well...my reason ended up being because of icons.
That's right, ICONS.
Yes, it's true that no one reads the stuff I write here, and it's true that ending my so-called "last post" by ranting about the BIFF might make it REALLY look like I ended the blog...in fact I even started a new one at blogger...but I somehow missed posting here. Now I know why.
Because of the icons! What a silly
It'd be a waste to make icons and not use them, so I might as well post here...to show off my icons. Yeah, that's it.
And as a reply to the other Ami I love and know, who is not a fictional character and posts on LJ...thank you for that comment, it was actually quite moving for me. (I actually put off looking at it because I thought it might've been something negative *smashes head upon wall* >>; )
Also, the reason why I originally stopped posting was because these past few weeks I had a stretch of depression actually. Where life felt very empty...I ended up not doing much of ANYTHING AT ALL due to that, and I'm still feeling the effects because I haven't been doing normal things I do. (School is also a reason obviously, but I feel being depressed factoring in greatly as well. Actually, school might be part of the reason I was a bit depressed :\) I'm still not that happy though. Like for example, I put off leading my clan. I love my clan, really, but I guess I needed a break from a bunch of guys for a while, to talk to girls. Plus clan business is basically going onto Ventrilo, where 90% of the time most people are playing another game, so you just wait until someone mentions a scrim or clanwar and then join up. It hasn't been as fun as it had been back in the Summer. It really feels kind of hard to have some sort of conversation with someone there when they're in the middle of a game. I don't know. Ah well, when vacation comes again and when I have more time I bet it'll be fun again. Maybe it's because of everything being caught up with me these days.
Uhm, what else...well I ranted about fandom in my blogger blog, so I'm out of gas for that, lol. My sleep patterns have been VERY varied lately. I sleep at ANY TIME of the day/night and wake up AT ANY TIME. It's always moving and shifting.
...so it's 7:45pm! GOOD NIGHT! *goes to bed*
