Destroy All Snipers!

Before I begin, let me just post this thing.
True Story

A Religion teacher assigned her class an essay on what makes a good Christian. One student wrote about praying nightly, say no to abortion, banning gay marriage, and donating money. The other student wrote about talking to God and allowing people to enjoy their lives, and supporting gay marriage. The day the teacher was to hand the papers back, she called up the second student and told him she would pray for him when he went to hell. The student asked why would he be going to hell, and why he got an F on his paper. The teacher told him that Catholisim is against gay marriage. The student looked at her for a minute, then said aloud, "I'm gay." The teacher kicked him out of class as if he had said fuck or worshiped Satan. A girl in the back of class who had a boyfriend and was obviously straight got up and left too.

If you would leave the classroom, repost this. It doesn't matter if you're straight, bi, or gay. It doesn't matter if you're Catholic or not. Everyone is a human being and deserves happiness

I would leave...Wouldn't you?
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Ok, so if you've all been wondering, which you probably aren't, because I nobody really reads these things, I've been doing some pretty interesting and busy things lately. I don't know, this summer hasn't really been a waste, but then again is at the sametime. See, I've learned things this Summer, Flash, better photoshopping, drawing better (better postures, realistic poses), a tiny bit of Japanese, and so and so. Now, that is probably some good achievements, but I need to go out more, and furthermore, my parents only go out to buy stuff. (They do so, almost everyday) So I can't really go on vacation (they hate camping, blahblah), and for a day when they aren't busy, maybe we can actually go somewhere. We don't have to go to far outright exotic places or anything. Last year I crossed a suspension bridge (not the car ones mind you) and went hiking. This year, practically nothing!

Of course, we did go to the park and watch some fireworks, but that's hardly much. I went swimming a little, btu again, it is hardly much. I want to go out, yet stay in at the sametime. There are online friends who I haven't spoke to in ages so I don't want to miss a chance to find them online. Then there's the urge to create graphics and play more games. Call me a computer geek if you want, but it's just the daily things I do for passing time, and really, at least not everything is pointless either. I'm improving some sort of skill that I wish to have.

Pointless would be those that spend 24/7 playing MMORPGs and don't stop. Not that games aren't fun, but many people call those types of people "nerds with no life". I mean, what is the point of leveling up and becoming the strongest? Some sort of ego-helping thing? Anyway, what I'm going to talk about next might be a bit ironic or/and hypocritical.

Let's talk about games!

I've been playing and online mutiplayer game called Soldat. If any of you enjoy big-rated games such as Counter Strike, Quake, or even Worms, you'll like this game. Last night I played it till sunrise, so yeah, it is highly addictive. The object of the game is different in each mode, but to reach your goal you obviously have to kill, with guns, =D. My favourite mode is Capture the Flag, simply because I like running there, grabbing the flag, and fly/run as fast as I can back to base with 6 people trying to kill me...=P

The gun I prefer are Desert Eagles, they aren't very far ranged, but they only take three shots to kill and shoot fairly quick. There's a similar gun that shoots far, but its disadvantage is the amount of ammo you get until you reload again, and I don't like aiming extremely well since the people always move around, so I prefer shooting crazily at the general point of where the enemy is. Though for people who can aim have these HIGHLY annoying guns called M79 or Barrets, one shot one kill, but you only get one shot until you can reload, also, they aren't very fast. For the people who snipe, this weapon is made for them...and made for those like me to die...

Anywho, I really wish someone I knew downloaded the game, enjoyed it and play with me, but now my best bet is to make allies with people I don't know that probably killed me before, which isn't something I fancy, but going around solo doesn't feel right. Joining clans are a hassle because you have to be there for clanwars and always doing these things to stay in such clans, far too annoying. Also, grenades are annoying, and I have killed others with them, but I never play full-screen-mode so the grenades aren't very noticable, they are there, but they're about the size of a dot, so...besides, how do you know it's not debris?

If anybody downloads it, my name is Spot, I usually have black pants and a red shirt with dog-chains, but if I'm in a team battle, I could have a blue shirt. I'm usually in servers that aren't full, or servers that just recently got full, or servers with no one in it so people will join knowing someone is in the server, yeah...

Sometimes I play realistic mode, but never survival mode, which is an annoying mode because I die a lot, =P

Ok, now for the speakage of Little Fighter! I got extremely...well, not pissed off, or disappointed, perhaps the correct term should be "I was so eager but the eagerness died when I found out and now I wait for it to be fixed" type of thing. See, they've added more skills to LFO, so I wanted to see the pictures, EXCEPT I FIND OUT THEY ARE 90X90 PIXELS AND YOU CAN BARELY SEE WHAT THEY ARE DOING!!!!!!! I was GOING to make something with them, and one of them, not sure which, looked interesting in particular.

Oh, they added Louis to LFO now. See? He's in my avatar, I only used him for the avatar because I use Firen too often, got Freeze as my display picture on MSN, have John and Rudolf in my siggys at a forum, Deep looks like crap, and I refuse to put Woody, Dennis, and definitely not Davis stuff on graphics. Woody, because this whole journal is full of him, Dennis because there isn't a decent/big enough picture (hot one's too small) and well, not Davis since I don't like him. Firzen doesn't look right, I hate Julian and Bat, and I don't give a damn for those new characters who seem to get more publicity than most of the originals...

I just noticed I forgot Henry, well not Henry because he's Henry, y'know? Henry isn't on anything since he IS Henry, and because Henry probably has the least publicity (yes, less than John!) in LFO and thus Henry, being himself, can't get on anything. If you don't get what I'm saying, I'll refine it for you. See, if Henry is so unpopular that means the stupid artists can't draw him right, then there isn't much fanart of him, nobody has him as favourites except noobs, and even though a lot of people admit he is the strongest of them all, they don't prefer his style of fighting, this meaning his publicity and self is totally destroyed where even I can't put him anywhere.

Jesus, a whole paragraph on Henry, I think too much heat is going to my head. You see, Henry is a very unique character (not saying John isn't), if you USE him right, (ok, I'm going to offend all you damned LF players out there, if you USE your brains, you'll rock with Henry!) Henry is a strategist, people say he's powerful, but his downside is his MP usage, well, don't use so much MP then. Don't use most of his attacks, only Dragon Palm and possibly Sonata of Death is worthy for Henry, then, be backup. THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH PLAIN ARROWS. Saying that with no MP all he does is shoot arrows means punching is useless as well, and it definitely isn't. You finish many combos or team combos with a Dragon Palm or a shot of an arrow. Besides, a plain arrow can be better than a punch, it makes them go into the "dance of pain" with one shot, and then you can apporach them and grab them, punch them fof and throw them away. You might say his run and attack or run + jump + attack is weak, which I agree it is, but it's very effective as well. Jump + attack kicks off about a group of bad guys, or at least puts them in the "dance of pain" then you can blast them all away with Dragon Palm, NOBODY STOPS YOU!!!

Wow, TWO paragraphs on Henry, I'm going to stop ranting about LF now, or this whole post will be about Henry...(not saying John has no place here, he definitely does!! Now shut up and bare with this obsession of mine!!!!)

Did you know Henry looks like crap in the LFO game? Did they put a mop tainted with blood and slapped it on his head? Then they decide to kill off Freeze's hairdo and STEAL Henry's, then they give Henry a "I look like the sprite in LF2!!" look, with those thick eyebrows (only sometimes) and screw him up. Then they give him extremely UGLY YELLOW (yellow?!?! WHAT WERE THEY THINKING?!?!) shoes, and they don't even LOOK like shoes, more like yellow rock oversized SOCKS!!! And if they made them an elf, what's with such a HIGH TECH looking bow? Elves don't fit with technology!!! They screwed up John, yes, but I still LIKE John's look at least (Even his sprite "Elton John" look is better than Henry's "I'm a little red mop" look)  Henry is a screwed up-looking thing that isn't even HUMAN anymore that nobody seems to like and is thrown in the dust, rejected. In fact, the guy has absolutely NO personality in every single LF story I have ever read! He's that dull guy who just hangs around, like your backup in LF2. Sure, you can make him like nature, make him serious like 50 other people, make him NONEXISTANT, or make him NOT APPEAR for 10 chapters, but it all means his personality isn't even made much. I settle for the Davis is an arrogant idiot, or the smart leader, or Louis is evil/the noble leader, or John is the overly motherly person who is very smart and gets pissed off often as if he's on PMS and a worrywort, or Dennis ALWAYS being the childish one, or basically anything! Even LFO didn't do anything for him! Even Woody has a personality there! EVEN THIS RANT IS TO LONG AND SHOULD'VE ENDED LONG AGO!!! Give him a damned personality please! PLEASE!!!!!!! Why must I only be the one actually giving him something in my rejected crapped up stories that mean nothing?! GIVE THIS ARCHER A PERSONALITY, THANK YOU.

Ok, now I will DEFINITELY shut up about him, okokok?!!

Now I have nothing to say, or anything someone would read....no wait, I never wrote anything someone wanted the read. If I actually did, it might be those Beyblade stories I written a year ago and got moderate popularity and created something called BIFF, who are all busy and becoming little independant people, destroying what BIFF is known for and killing off my damned hard work. Yes, thank you for doing that guys, I feel VERY APPERCIATIVE for it. I don't know why I do so anymore, I have no life because I DEVOTED ALL MY TIME FOR NOTHING, OK?!?! NOTHING?! Parents yell, I never go out, I'M A GEEK, and everybody else CAN go out, THANKS FOR EVERYTHING GUYS! Thanks for doing nothing for Spot Day! Thanks for not moderating or admining, thank you very much for leaving everything to me so this loser has SOMETHING TO DO!!!!

They don't even think I'm creator anymore because KIKI named the god damned dead club! Nothing is happening and I'm going to disappear for a while looking for anybody who cares since school friends are idiots who think I'm so different and outcasted and QUIET to have a PERSONALITY!!! Everybody else goes home and plays their lovely games and goes with other friends which seem to be NONEXISTENT IN MY LIFE!!

BIFF Days started because of a joke on Aoi Day, and I didn't want the others ESPECIALLY knowing at least one of them will fell unappreciated that we're celebrating a POINTLESS day, as if another BIRTHDAY on one BIFF for a joke! Some of you can't take it and have such stupid sensitivity! So I made many days for each of you, gave you all presents or tried to, to make thigns I DIDN'T EVEN LIKE, and for things I DID, you never commented on them, and I work 5 hours to do things for you people.

No, I do not need a break, I'm already having one, remember? Nothing is happening in BIFF because I'm not doing anything, so yes, let me be, I'll go disappear now, perhaps destroy the BIFF Days as well, did you know Reili Day is in two weeks? Probably not!

I don't care, ok? I hate Gaia, I'm antisocial because I hate large crowds with lots of smelly people in the way. You want to know the real me in the real life? I'm not a person who is always nice, or always happy, or always quiet and peaceful. I work for a purpose, to create something I might enjoy, but I end up being the only one doing anything and it doesn't feel so happy anymore. I read things other people say and comment on them, even though the topic isn't something I like (IE: KARE!!!) but nobody posts anything on mine. I hate Deviantart, I only go there for worthy art. In fact, the reason there's people around is become I participated somewhere (FF.NET) but FF.NET was uncooperative as well!

I do not work for my parents, who yell that I'm lazy, which is untrue, I do not work for you people either, because you do absolutely nothing. I do these things for myself, and that is why I haven't been showing anybody most of my fanfics, a lot of my drawings or anything. I only showed them anything they might like or at least feel enough to comment on it. So I'm not a Beyblade fan anymore, so I don't like Trigun, so I don't care about anybody but myself you say. I've been caring for other people for ages, and yes, I actually DID expect something back, but I was being stupid, because I realize what the world is now.

I know for a fact that the world will die off, or at least life will in about 100 years, you can try all you want, but 85% of the population of Earth are lazy, so what chances would there be to save this? So who cares about being a vegetarian or stopping terrorists? They will always happen no matter what. I believe whoever created the human race wanted to destroy the world, and they are being very successful. In fact, we're even destroying each other, insulting each other because we're different, and I don't care, because we can't stop it! Just like how I can't get anybody to do anything, you people will promise and say things like we'll be more grateful and helpful, but after 2 weeks or even a day you'll probably just forget all about it!

Don't tell me I'm being selfish, I've had enough not being selfish, I was selfish the first 10 years of my life, turned it around to face reality which spit it back right at me telling me this world sucks, and life isn't going to be all glory since it's going to end anyway! Life is way too short, there's not enough tragedy in it.

Half of the people say don't talk to strangers, the other half say if they are very helpful and friendly, and haven't stalked you or tried to kill you after a whole year unless they are really a bunch of bastard losers, then who should you decide? Sure, like 5 percent of all people who talk on the ineternet die a horrible, horrible death, but that's like saying everybody in this world are rapists and murderers. Which is untrue, but we all know most of them aren't good as well.

To conclude this rant, when you find out reality sucks, I'll come talk to you and be friendly again, ok? Thanks.
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To turn the topic drastically, I watched Bdaman yesterday! It was another Bull episode, made me love him more actually, saying that this is for a nonexistent being that is really ink on paper...
But I'm not going to talk about it much because people probably don't want to read about it, since everybody is so different and so am I, to  like many things and not at the same time. I know I'm different, and you are too, but I'm really different since I haven't found anybody in life that at least likes THREE things the same as I do.
By the way, if I read a comment and it only notes about one thing of this post, thanks for proving my point.
Or if no one comments at all, you really DID prove my point, and thus I shall thank you. (Which is probably 5 billion, 9 hundred and ninety nine million, nine hundred and ninety nine thousand, nine hundred and ninety nine people "5,999,999,999")

End of rant.
Colour of the day: YELLOW! It's ugly and nice at the same time, YELLOW!! It's a happy colour but also blinds, YELLOW!!! Whoot.
Country of the day: England, their national anthem as god save the queen in it?
Game of the day: Soldat, download someone, anyone, please?
Picture of the day: The 90X90 picture of Henry with glowing hands, wow, that just insulted his ability to not have anything energy-related anyway, which made him different...
Person of the day: I guess it'd be Ami, my guess is she'll be the only on commenting this, (but I ranted about life too, so probably 5 more people, who only care about BIFF anyway) so to be brtually honest, Ami's the person I would vote for Best BIFF next academy award...if that happens.
Pop of the day: Diet Sprite Zero...O.o
Food of the day: Ice cream, I had about a litre of it...

Thanks for reading, this has been Spot, perhaps for the last time?

Oh right, I have a sig of the avatar too: http://img253.imageshack.us/img253/7240/lousig4fa.jpg