Well...

So our 'friend' is moving away to Calgary tomorrow. I say 'friend' in quotations because it's just a big fat lie, since she's not really a friend. I mean, if we were ever in the same class, we never talk, we're never partners in any project at all except in Drama, but that's only because either it's a BIG group or "we have to switch partners from usual to other ones". Yet she's basically the best friend of all of my real friends, so it feels kind of bad when they have a going away party and you're not invited.

I know I'm a really quiet person outside of my house. Inside my house I try to entertain the family, or go on the computer in boredom and bother some random unfortunate on MSN. In 9th grade, this girl who moved away after 9th grade, her locker was beside mine (this was the time where I actually used a locker. Now I think they're overrated and never use a locker) and she was by far the most annoying person I ever met. Once I blew a fuse and slammed my locker door, making a loud "bang", with everybody in the hall watching us, yelled at her and ran upstairs in rage, caring not that people were looking at me. That was basically the only time I was truly pissed off in all of my years in the high school, and you know what? When I came back, because I didn't close my locker, she wasn't even one bit affected by it. Life just MOVED ON.

It seems that people who move away, I don't seem to be very close to them. The only person who was a good friend moved away and well...I never heard from her again, and I can't really call her because I never got her number. The only thing I knew was that she went to some apartment. Unfortunately there are many of those in Vancouver, so yeah. She was my best friend from first grade to third. After all that, I don't think I was close to any friend ever again. Not even my current best friend, since we're just too different, and we can't find a topic to talk about all that often anymore.

But the person who's moving away that I'm not really close to. I think other than my best friend, she was the only one that ever said Happy Birthday to me at school. (Yes, they knew when my birthday was because I was part of the "Sagittarius" group) (even if it was one day early)

So I suppose it's the thought that counts, right?

And for some reason when I read my friends' LJ's, I started crying, they were depressing...

Woooo!

I dug this out from Aoi's blog and did it once, that was then, this is now when I have many more shows.
I'll skip over soundtracks.



Steps
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question
even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 ppl at their tagboard to ask them to do this! (I believe this wasn't supposed to be a meme in a blog...)
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your
own comments on how it relates to the questions.

Questions


1) How are you feeling today : Happy Material (Original Version) - Seat no. 1-6 of 3-A
-Um, kind of? I did a lot of computer things today.

2) How do your friends see you : Good Riddance - Green Day
-Well, that made me happier.

3) Will You Get Married : Yakusoku - Hama Chisaki
-Yakusoku means promise I think...but I don't know how that indicates the answer, I think yes, though. xP

4) What's your best friend theme song : C'est La Vie! - Aino Minako
-It indeed IS a life! =D

5) What was your primary school like : Tenshi No Hane - Negima!? OST
-Okay, it is a soundtrack song but I like this song, and it does sound like my elementary school, :x (Lonely kind of song)

6)What is in store for this week : LOOK - PPGZ (ED2)
-I'll be sure to be more observant this week.

7) What song describes you : Kagayaku Himi he~peace (31 people) - Negima! (I find it better than the 4 person one)
-It's a pretty song, I think that means I'm peaceful? Or...? I dunno.

8) To describe your grandparents : 1985 - SR-71
-LOL, this actually might be accurate, but only one of my grandparents was alive at that time, and I have no idea what she was like. I think my grandmother was more of a 50's person...

9) How is your life going : Basket Case - Green Day
-This song is about someone going crazy or something similar...xD

10)What song will they play at your funeral : Houkago A Live - Classmate 2-A
-This means "things happening after school" or something similar. Doesn't make much sense, but it's a happy song so...um, like how the friends see me, Good Riddance? ._.;

11) How does the world see you : Savior - Skillet
-I AM JESUS, YESH!!! Okay, not really.

12) Will you have a happy life : No Regret Life - Nakushita Kotoba
-Well if I don't regret life, I guess it'll be pretty decent, no?

13) What do your friends really think of you : Seinaru Sora No Shita De - KONOSETSU
-OMG. XDDDDDDDDDDDD. They hate me but in reality they're in love with me? This is hilarious.

14) Do people secretly lust after you : Dirty Little Secret - All American Rejects
-It's official, 13 is true because of 14, as this song is about keeping a relationship a secret, and it being dirty...xDDD

15) How can I make myself happy : Move Along - All American Rejects
-That even if someone makes me sad, mad, or super happy, I shall continue life anyway, and I shall be happy. Hm, not bad!

16) What should you do with your life : The Reason - Hoobastank
-I think the song means breaking up with someone, however the music video has someone stealing, so a life of crime and breaking hearts. Which I'd probably be doing anyway since they're all in love with me and lust after me. This is amusing indeed! xD

17) Will you ever have children : Go Ahead - Beyblade G Revolution
-I will if I want to. XP

To summarize: I am going crazy, however this week I must be more observant in case someone worships me since I am incredibly peaceful. However, I am hated by all my friends but secretly they are all in love with me and every person I walk by lusts after me, yet I will remain happy since if I just move on and never bother with them, I shall have peace and tranquility. Children are optional. When I die though, people will not care.

That was odd. XD

NOW I DEMAND ALL MY LJ BUDDIES TO DO THIS TOO!