Nothing of a consideration, but...
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In the past few days I've been playing Soldat constantly. I don't know,
but if you were me, after all this time you'd be disgusted at the world
as it is. Disgusted as in literally. Well, I'll explain why, :P
You see, on Saturday or Friday, I'm not quite sure, I was just on a random forum looking around and found a topic with an interesting name:
"Spidey! (Warning: DISTURBING!)"
It pretty much piqued my curiosity as I so did to click it. In that topic was another link.
It was that link that led to some...not exactly appetizing pictures.
If you are so brave enough to look, without me explaining first, here's the link:
DODODO
Ok, if you AREN'T brave enough...yet, I will do the describing. Ahem, it's just some pictures of a spider bite, yeah doesn't sound so bad, but these are pictures of a bad reaction TO the spider bite. Where skin starts rotting and then there's this 20X15cm large hole in your skin with dead tissue and it's all gooey and stuff. If you think that's unbelievably gross, let's go and check a rattlesnake bite's pictures posted in the same topic:
OHNOOHNO
So, you can see such happenings in real life, and sorry if I make you faint or anything. I did warn you weak people.
Anyway, let's see, oh, I bet you're wondering why my mood says touched. Well obviously I'm touched, XD. Ok, the reason why isn't too complicated, but for the short answer it's Shiroi. For the long answer, while Soldat was being a bitch (K, it was someone in my clan[Who I THOUGHT was a nice quiet friendly person]) I decided to take a rest from it, and the first thing I do everytime I go ont he computer is check my email, and poof, an email from Shiroi.
What's on it? Oh, nothing much, just the BEST PICTURE OF JOHN IN LIKE EVAR.
Why? You know, in all my life, in all of the time I've been living. Ever character I liked had this attitibute to not be liked.
They are stereotyped, considered lesser, and not given much attention. And the fandom speaks the same too except for a couple occasions, but this picture she drew and coloured really pictures the view of John I have. Not as a boring litle magician, not as a dork, not as an evil menacing sorcerer, and not as that random guy.
This picture shows how I see him. And this picture made me happy again, also brought my John obsession back up. Henry's cool too, but it's just a sudden movement I guess.
Nobody can beat John.
TEH UBER L33T PICTURE
As you can see, it's nice, isn't it? Aoi draws very nicely, but is rivalled by Shiroi's sheer power.
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Other news? Want to know what's been in my daydreams lately? If you think about it, since I'm not too obsessed with anything in particular except Soldat at the moment. And the only thing I think is cute other than Battle B Daman is the Vert Wheeler dude in Acceleracers, what have I been thinking of?
For the first time in my life, something that's not fanon. Remember the characters, Lexan and Liger? I'm writing the tale of the two brothers in a very different way than you would expect. First, I added 4 more characters that might do good in anything in it. Actually I only wanted 3, but I didn't really care soon after.
The story: After having just moved into the new city, Lexan starts 1st Grade. His father a very busy businessman and his brother caring for everything else. (Their mother was dead, yeah, this is starting to become cliche, XD) In other words, Liger had to do the housework instead at such a young age: 10. So Liger was knowing his responsiblities earlier than usual.
But this world, country, and town wasn't so simple as to real life. War is something that happens nautrally and constantly. The money to all machinery for fights are lost. But they had one more weapon up their sleeve, martial arts. It doesn't exactly sound efficent, but in this story it is.
At the age of 8, every child would be appointed a clan or tribe. Their clan was usually named after a mighty animal. The most popular and powerful clan, named the Legends Clan was the goal of all children to join, but rarely new members would be recruited. Each clan's responsibility was to train the child into strong powerful fighters, all boys and girls. You didn't have to join to actually fight in a war, a good basic knowledge of fighting was all you needed and then you could continue your lfie normally and become a doctor or something. Most do continue their lives, but some devote their life into protecting the land they live on for their own beliefs.
Liger was rather different, he was accepted into the Wing Clan at 8, but refused to join. Lexan assumed he had too much responsiblities than to go train far away. The minimum age was 6 to join anything at all. Usually 8 was the popular time to join because it was good to have basic knowledge before basic training as well.
But little as they knew, Liger would be chosen to join the Legends Clan, away from Lexan. So Lexan and his newfound friend at school, Lithus (I'm obsessed with L names, so don't think this'll be the last L name!) decided to join clans as well. The bad luck tolled as Lexan joined the Wolf Clan, and Lith, the Wildcat clan. Two clans that were sworn enemies and it was brutal punishment to be seen with the other clan's members at anytime, something the two hated, something the two wanted to ambolish.
Unfortunately for them, their hopes to destroy such hatred went down the drain. Being caught, Lexan was kicked out of the clan, but Lith was never caught and never made an effort to help Lexan out. Something Lexan wondered about. Lith soon came to his senses and his thoughts sprayed out at all directions. Still, Lexan was feeling alone, until one day, the gift...or curse, that would plague or give bliss unto 4 people might help finish off the wars for good. A beast within Lexan would roar out loud in a howl, perhaps...literally.
1) This is VERY similar to Gundam SEED, but I'm apparently trying to tone the down the "angst bit" here.
2) I want to watch Gundam SEED Destiny, that's why.
3) The brothers thing may be a little from FMA too, who knows where my head will go to.
4) Even some of Beyblade will be mixed into this delicious concotion.
But the personalities are a tiny bit different...let me try not to bore you and tell you why, =P
Lexan:
He's like a regular 6 year old. Shy, curious, and looks up to his older brother A LOT. But when he's mad, he's REALLY mad.
He has an inner potential that he doesn't know about. His eager to be just like his brother keeps his conscience away from reality. He isn't that confident or reliable at first and doesn't even like taking the spotlight. His intentions to be away from the action downpours his true power more, but something can be enough to be pushed into it.
Lexan has the power of the Ice Wolf, :P
Oh my god, I got to stop copying Gohan, WHY HAVE ALL ANIME TAKEN UP EVERY IDEA?!?!
Liger:
Strong, powerful, and takes up his reputation a lot. Liger wants people, particularly Lexan the most, to see him as a hero, an idol, for everything he has struggled to achieve. His reason for not joining Wing Clan was not because of business, but because he just didn't want to be with a group just yet. His mind was set on joining a larger clan, a clan they call Legends Clan. Sometimes Liger's pride takes over his sense of responsibility, that may put him into Chaos. Of course, there is always a lesson everyone must learn, and Liger needs it.
Liger has the power of the Fire Phoenix, >>
I can think of a million names he is.
Lithus:
Laughable, friendly, and someone that might annoy you to death, Lithus is your average hyper little kid. Knowing his mind is something he tends to not need. Lith is a great encourager, but sometimes he becomes a bit selfish. In his mind, a perfect world is where he'd have everything he'd want, and not only would he want a lot of nice, great friends, and even he doesn't realize it, he wants all his friends to do everything for him! He enjoys a good hobby to learn, and fighting has become something he want to take up as a good career, but Lith has a lot to learn, both mentally and physically before he can achieve what he wants.
Lithus has the power of the Lightning Lion. Dododum!
Luke:
Not exactly a perfect person, Luke is rather quiet and keeps to himself. His mind will always focus on what he needs and wants for the right time and thing. He's seen as a very strong fighter, being the second-in-line of the leader of the Legends Clan. Notably, Luke sometimes takes fighting much too seriously. His life not a great one being the fact that he joined the clan when he was only 4, and started fighting his first war at 5, it was much too young for him and took off a chunk of his past, childish personality. Seeing what clans are about, Luke strives to become the most pwoerful and achieve peace so seriously, he may even brutally kick one to finish something.
Strange how he was the one who wanted Liger to join Legends Clan.
His power is the Wind Dragon, woot.
The "great" leader, I dunno, KAI?!
2 more people too, won't tell you yet, and yes, they have the tiger and the turtle, heheh, btu their roles are majorly different from the rest.
And so, that is MY CREATED PRETTY MUCH RIPPED OFF STORY! WOOO!!!
----
The next part is rather boring, for some, but since I like Soldat...WHY NOT A STORY OF THAT?!?!
Main characters; MY CLAN MEMBERS, and other random people even...a couple of...
----
Of War and Dignity:
By Spot(Spotstar)
>>>
The land was bare and damp. Yet little did they know, what once was there was stains of blood, deaths, corpses and the screams of soldiers in agony. Guts being spewed all over with the constant war of death. Guns were everywhere, bombs, even rocket launchers were popular in the world of yesterday, soon something such as that would be brought back to the surface and ruin the lives of all...
-----
Spot: DAMNIT!!!
A young girl sat in a computer chair, which was in reality (teh truth) picked off from a dumpster 2 years ago. She loved it though, it was her most favourite chair of all. There was a gap on the top, where she lost a ruler and two pennies to, but she still adored it.
Not exactly on the screen though, but hey, a good chair is good enough, right?
Her frustration on a small game called LF2 ended quite soon enough. The efforts of winning and gaining such a large repsected title wasn't for her. She wasn't in the mod to run around and clicking random keys for no reason. In fact, there wasn't even people to play with in the first place!
The computer shut off and her head randomlized to some program on TV. The control, like aways, was pointed at the screen and turned on, a super deformed figure in some sort of weird problem was jumping around on the screen. This was unfortunately all of every kid's imagination at, in the moment.
Suddenly, the doorbell rang.
Spot: God damnit, I want to finish watching Battle B Daman! Ok, whatever...
Stepping down the footsteps the door swung open and a stranger stood there in a dark moody hood.
????: Hello Spot. We are in need of your help.
Spot: ...
????: A war has started, and we give you these gifts to defend yourself. If you are brave and noble enough to join the soldiers in war, we will be quite thankful.
Spot: O.o War?!?!
????: Aye, war. It's a sad thing, but these weapons will do use for you. I call this: The AK-74. The other is a USSOCOM. Please use them wisely for your safety, good day...
Spot: The AK...it is time for war.
The wind grew stronger, but Spot looked at an old war helmet her father used to wear. Picking up the black helmet, she growled at the war and raised her new gun and ran out the door...
-----
BOOM.
Not something she expected, the power and skill of the rest of them totally took over her senses. She needed shelter fast, or she would be dead in less than a second. New soldiers would die off quite quickly and frankly, she did not want that luck. Running off with her speed, Spot ducked into a shack and opened the lights. Inside she saw something that would change her life forever...
Dvir: Who the hell are you?!
Arklenao2: Hold it...you seem different than us all.
Spot: ...
Arklenao2: Huh...
Spot: ...Hmmm...
....now that I think of it, this is stupid.
---------------
Ok, let's see, of all that ended, I'm just going to PLAY SOLDAT NOW! By the way, I've become my clans Official Security (for our server), official Cameraperson (to record demos) and the MASCOT!! I'm Spot the Dog, MASCOT OF AW!!!
Hehe, going to play now, go to school at 10 tomorrow and no school on Wednesday, WoW.
-spot
"Everyday is your death day! :D" -Soldat.
You see, on Saturday or Friday, I'm not quite sure, I was just on a random forum looking around and found a topic with an interesting name:
"Spidey! (Warning: DISTURBING!)"
It pretty much piqued my curiosity as I so did to click it. In that topic was another link.
It was that link that led to some...not exactly appetizing pictures.
If you are so brave enough to look, without me explaining first, here's the link:
DODODO
Ok, if you AREN'T brave enough...yet, I will do the describing. Ahem, it's just some pictures of a spider bite, yeah doesn't sound so bad, but these are pictures of a bad reaction TO the spider bite. Where skin starts rotting and then there's this 20X15cm large hole in your skin with dead tissue and it's all gooey and stuff. If you think that's unbelievably gross, let's go and check a rattlesnake bite's pictures posted in the same topic:
OHNOOHNO
So, you can see such happenings in real life, and sorry if I make you faint or anything. I did warn you weak people.
Anyway, let's see, oh, I bet you're wondering why my mood says touched. Well obviously I'm touched, XD. Ok, the reason why isn't too complicated, but for the short answer it's Shiroi. For the long answer, while Soldat was being a bitch (K, it was someone in my clan[Who I THOUGHT was a nice quiet friendly person]) I decided to take a rest from it, and the first thing I do everytime I go ont he computer is check my email, and poof, an email from Shiroi.
What's on it? Oh, nothing much, just the BEST PICTURE OF JOHN IN LIKE EVAR.
Why? You know, in all my life, in all of the time I've been living. Ever character I liked had this attitibute to not be liked.
They are stereotyped, considered lesser, and not given much attention. And the fandom speaks the same too except for a couple occasions, but this picture she drew and coloured really pictures the view of John I have. Not as a boring litle magician, not as a dork, not as an evil menacing sorcerer, and not as that random guy.
This picture shows how I see him. And this picture made me happy again, also brought my John obsession back up. Henry's cool too, but it's just a sudden movement I guess.
Nobody can beat John.
TEH UBER L33T PICTURE
As you can see, it's nice, isn't it? Aoi draws very nicely, but is rivalled by Shiroi's sheer power.
----------
Other news? Want to know what's been in my daydreams lately? If you think about it, since I'm not too obsessed with anything in particular except Soldat at the moment. And the only thing I think is cute other than Battle B Daman is the Vert Wheeler dude in Acceleracers, what have I been thinking of?
For the first time in my life, something that's not fanon. Remember the characters, Lexan and Liger? I'm writing the tale of the two brothers in a very different way than you would expect. First, I added 4 more characters that might do good in anything in it. Actually I only wanted 3, but I didn't really care soon after.
The story: After having just moved into the new city, Lexan starts 1st Grade. His father a very busy businessman and his brother caring for everything else. (Their mother was dead, yeah, this is starting to become cliche, XD) In other words, Liger had to do the housework instead at such a young age: 10. So Liger was knowing his responsiblities earlier than usual.
But this world, country, and town wasn't so simple as to real life. War is something that happens nautrally and constantly. The money to all machinery for fights are lost. But they had one more weapon up their sleeve, martial arts. It doesn't exactly sound efficent, but in this story it is.
At the age of 8, every child would be appointed a clan or tribe. Their clan was usually named after a mighty animal. The most popular and powerful clan, named the Legends Clan was the goal of all children to join, but rarely new members would be recruited. Each clan's responsibility was to train the child into strong powerful fighters, all boys and girls. You didn't have to join to actually fight in a war, a good basic knowledge of fighting was all you needed and then you could continue your lfie normally and become a doctor or something. Most do continue their lives, but some devote their life into protecting the land they live on for their own beliefs.
Liger was rather different, he was accepted into the Wing Clan at 8, but refused to join. Lexan assumed he had too much responsiblities than to go train far away. The minimum age was 6 to join anything at all. Usually 8 was the popular time to join because it was good to have basic knowledge before basic training as well.
But little as they knew, Liger would be chosen to join the Legends Clan, away from Lexan. So Lexan and his newfound friend at school, Lithus (I'm obsessed with L names, so don't think this'll be the last L name!) decided to join clans as well. The bad luck tolled as Lexan joined the Wolf Clan, and Lith, the Wildcat clan. Two clans that were sworn enemies and it was brutal punishment to be seen with the other clan's members at anytime, something the two hated, something the two wanted to ambolish.
Unfortunately for them, their hopes to destroy such hatred went down the drain. Being caught, Lexan was kicked out of the clan, but Lith was never caught and never made an effort to help Lexan out. Something Lexan wondered about. Lith soon came to his senses and his thoughts sprayed out at all directions. Still, Lexan was feeling alone, until one day, the gift...or curse, that would plague or give bliss unto 4 people might help finish off the wars for good. A beast within Lexan would roar out loud in a howl, perhaps...literally.
1) This is VERY similar to Gundam SEED, but I'm apparently trying to tone the down the "angst bit" here.
2) I want to watch Gundam SEED Destiny, that's why.
3) The brothers thing may be a little from FMA too, who knows where my head will go to.
4) Even some of Beyblade will be mixed into this delicious concotion.
But the personalities are a tiny bit different...let me try not to bore you and tell you why, =P
Lexan:
He's like a regular 6 year old. Shy, curious, and looks up to his older brother A LOT. But when he's mad, he's REALLY mad.
He has an inner potential that he doesn't know about. His eager to be just like his brother keeps his conscience away from reality. He isn't that confident or reliable at first and doesn't even like taking the spotlight. His intentions to be away from the action downpours his true power more, but something can be enough to be pushed into it.
Lexan has the power of the Ice Wolf, :P
Oh my god, I got to stop copying Gohan, WHY HAVE ALL ANIME TAKEN UP EVERY IDEA?!?!
Liger:
Strong, powerful, and takes up his reputation a lot. Liger wants people, particularly Lexan the most, to see him as a hero, an idol, for everything he has struggled to achieve. His reason for not joining Wing Clan was not because of business, but because he just didn't want to be with a group just yet. His mind was set on joining a larger clan, a clan they call Legends Clan. Sometimes Liger's pride takes over his sense of responsibility, that may put him into Chaos. Of course, there is always a lesson everyone must learn, and Liger needs it.
Liger has the power of the Fire Phoenix, >>
I can think of a million names he is.
Lithus:
Laughable, friendly, and someone that might annoy you to death, Lithus is your average hyper little kid. Knowing his mind is something he tends to not need. Lith is a great encourager, but sometimes he becomes a bit selfish. In his mind, a perfect world is where he'd have everything he'd want, and not only would he want a lot of nice, great friends, and even he doesn't realize it, he wants all his friends to do everything for him! He enjoys a good hobby to learn, and fighting has become something he want to take up as a good career, but Lith has a lot to learn, both mentally and physically before he can achieve what he wants.
Lithus has the power of the Lightning Lion. Dododum!
Luke:
Not exactly a perfect person, Luke is rather quiet and keeps to himself. His mind will always focus on what he needs and wants for the right time and thing. He's seen as a very strong fighter, being the second-in-line of the leader of the Legends Clan. Notably, Luke sometimes takes fighting much too seriously. His life not a great one being the fact that he joined the clan when he was only 4, and started fighting his first war at 5, it was much too young for him and took off a chunk of his past, childish personality. Seeing what clans are about, Luke strives to become the most pwoerful and achieve peace so seriously, he may even brutally kick one to finish something.
Strange how he was the one who wanted Liger to join Legends Clan.
His power is the Wind Dragon, woot.
The "great" leader, I dunno, KAI?!
2 more people too, won't tell you yet, and yes, they have the tiger and the turtle, heheh, btu their roles are majorly different from the rest.
And so, that is MY CREATED PRETTY MUCH RIPPED OFF STORY! WOOO!!!
----
The next part is rather boring, for some, but since I like Soldat...WHY NOT A STORY OF THAT?!?!
Main characters; MY CLAN MEMBERS, and other random people even...a couple of...
----
Of War and Dignity:
By Spot(Spotstar)
>>>
The land was bare and damp. Yet little did they know, what once was there was stains of blood, deaths, corpses and the screams of soldiers in agony. Guts being spewed all over with the constant war of death. Guns were everywhere, bombs, even rocket launchers were popular in the world of yesterday, soon something such as that would be brought back to the surface and ruin the lives of all...
-----
Spot: DAMNIT!!!
A young girl sat in a computer chair, which was in reality (teh truth) picked off from a dumpster 2 years ago. She loved it though, it was her most favourite chair of all. There was a gap on the top, where she lost a ruler and two pennies to, but she still adored it.
Not exactly on the screen though, but hey, a good chair is good enough, right?
Her frustration on a small game called LF2 ended quite soon enough. The efforts of winning and gaining such a large repsected title wasn't for her. She wasn't in the mod to run around and clicking random keys for no reason. In fact, there wasn't even people to play with in the first place!
The computer shut off and her head randomlized to some program on TV. The control, like aways, was pointed at the screen and turned on, a super deformed figure in some sort of weird problem was jumping around on the screen. This was unfortunately all of every kid's imagination at, in the moment.
Suddenly, the doorbell rang.
Spot: God damnit, I want to finish watching Battle B Daman! Ok, whatever...
Stepping down the footsteps the door swung open and a stranger stood there in a dark moody hood.
????: Hello Spot. We are in need of your help.
Spot: ...
????: A war has started, and we give you these gifts to defend yourself. If you are brave and noble enough to join the soldiers in war, we will be quite thankful.
Spot: O.o War?!?!
????: Aye, war. It's a sad thing, but these weapons will do use for you. I call this: The AK-74. The other is a USSOCOM. Please use them wisely for your safety, good day...
Spot: The AK...it is time for war.
The wind grew stronger, but Spot looked at an old war helmet her father used to wear. Picking up the black helmet, she growled at the war and raised her new gun and ran out the door...
-----
BOOM.
Not something she expected, the power and skill of the rest of them totally took over her senses. She needed shelter fast, or she would be dead in less than a second. New soldiers would die off quite quickly and frankly, she did not want that luck. Running off with her speed, Spot ducked into a shack and opened the lights. Inside she saw something that would change her life forever...
Dvir: Who the hell are you?!
Arklenao2: Hold it...you seem different than us all.
Spot: ...
Arklenao2: Huh...
Spot: ...Hmmm...
....now that I think of it, this is stupid.
---------------
Ok, let's see, of all that ended, I'm just going to PLAY SOLDAT NOW! By the way, I've become my clans Official Security (for our server), official Cameraperson (to record demos) and the MASCOT!! I'm Spot the Dog, MASCOT OF AW!!!
Hehe, going to play now, go to school at 10 tomorrow and no school on Wednesday, WoW.
-spot
"Everyday is your death day! :D" -Soldat.