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spottoOkay, I got some relatives over from Hong Kong sleeping in my house. Tomorrow the plans are squash and vietnamese food. Jungles are stupid.
I'm here to rant about something everybody has seemingly experienced.
Falling in love with a fictional character.
It's not just the ink on paper that you see in manga, it's also those dramas on TV. Those actors are portraying fictional people. It's also people in plays, movies, books, comics, billboards for all I care!
One of my most blissfully stupid "in love" experiences that occurred to me in my entire life was Kon Rei of Beyblade. There is one thing I believe I had different with this character than the majority of other fictional "in loves". I did not pair myself up with him.
I did not daydream marrying him. Or anything BEYOND that point, if you're having dirty thoughts.
In fact, I didn't even daydream of ONE THING romantic with him. I know he was one 'hot-looking' Anime character, but for some reason, even though I believe today that I love the dreams, the ways to escape reality, such as internet, daydreaming, plain dreaming, fanfiction, writing, drawing etcetera, I really know reality a lot more than I give credit for. Nor did I think of "two guys loving one another" just because it's hot. I'm not like Kirami who basically pairs everybody up with one person like that person was a whore. I was a "one-pairing" person. If possible, a "one-threesome" person. I had an OTP, an OT3, whatever you people called it. I know I was all like "Zomg Yuriy and everybody" and currently, "Zomg Chisame with everybody lolz" but the only reason I did that, was because I was frustrated that these two characters I've named were in A BILLION pairings!
At the time of the obsession, I was more of a "this guy is AWESOME" and thus, followed suit with everybody else. I used my immature young mind to continue loving this character whom today I actually have forgotten why I've loved him in the first place. It's because I've changed. I like change, when I change I don't see how, or why I had, liked something in the past. I'm always wondering, "Wow, B-Daman really is a stupid Anime, why the hell did I like it?"
And it's not because I hate what I loved before now, now I just...am neutral to them. None of these happy things that used to be so infused with my life...really affects me anymore. Also, I can't find myself to hate something, not even a character. There are millions of people in the world bashing these fictional characters and here I am understanding the importance of said character into the anime, TV Show, etc. Without said character, the plot would've made no sense, and the ending would not have happened. Why we loved such a manga, anime, comic, cartoon, TV show, etc. would be void without that said character that apparently everybody hates.
Suppose they revealed who killed Sayo in the manga. Now, I like Sayo. Sayo is a very nice, cool, awesome, adorable little ghost who tragically died sixty years ago. Naturally people will hate the person who killed Sayo because killing someone so cute, adorable, nice (okay you get the point, xD) is...bad. This person is bad, and then, we hate it with our hearts. Yet I would not. Why? This may sound selfish that a cute adorable little ghost should've been killed, but then who would be seat number one in 3-A? Who would I pair up with Kazumi and love it to death? Chisame? The ChisameKazumi pairing isn't without its shine if there is no competition. Plus, Kazumi doesn't seem to have any friends in the manga UNTIL Sayo arrives. People have said she never really had a "true friend" at all! Simply because her choice of profession surely gets in the way of true friendship. I mean how can you have her as a friend if she reveals ALL YOUR HORRIBLE DIRE SECRETS TO EVERYBODY!? Sayo, someone who can't remember a thing, probably doesn't even HAVE secrets to begin with. Also, she was a reporter at Mahora before, so logically...common hobbies would mean friends. (Yet Haruna and Kazumi aren't buddies either, huh...YET HARUNA HAS FRIENDS. O_O. I think my statement makes no sense now...)
In other words, I can't find myself to hate it. I couldn't find myself to truly despise TyKa in the realm of my KaiRei days. And when I switched to MaRe, I didn't hate KaiRei either. Of course my love for KaiRei dropped significantly when I switched over. I'm not exactly loyal in terms of shippings. In February, I'd be ripping into ChisameKazumi, and now I love almost as much as KazumiSayo. These pairings...they really remind me of my younger days when I was doing the "KaiReiMax" fight. Well, now I just give it a threesome, back then I just started with one and jumped towards the other.
So while Rei may be hot, I did not go as far as imagine myself having babies with the guy. In fact, this may sound shallow, but the only REAL reason I actually started watching Beyblade was Max, and Max alone. The characters soon addicted me and I ended up watching all three seasons.
Truthfully, in terms of Sailor Moon. I was more for the plot than the characters themselves. Most of the time when I watch Animes it's the character that makes me watch it. So the plot is horrible and about 65% of fans hate that part of the Anime, but as long as my favourite characters are having more than thirty seconds screentime in it, I'm fine. Beyblade had a ridiculous plot. First of all, TOPS, TOPS WITH ANIMALS, TOPS WITH ANIMALS FIGHTING, TOPS WITH ANIMALS FIGHTING THAT ARE SEEMINGLY FIVE HUNDRED TIMES STRONGER THAN THEIR OWNERS BUT ARE STILL CONTROLLED BY THEM BECAUSE OF FRIENDSHIP. Wow, that was....corny.
Negima!? has a stupid plot, but I absolutely love that series. The humour jumped at me, and even if the rest of you disagree *looks at Aoi* I loved it anyway, almost every piece of it. I love the first season, and I loved the manga. Fanservice? What about it? There are people who hate the first season. There are people who hate the second. There are even those few who refuse to touch the manga. That means they aren't fans of characters, they are fans of plot and story. Me? Well, Kazumi is hot and sexy. There, I've said it. All that fanservice has affected me indeed. While Sayo is cute, Chisame/Chiu is the most hilarious character on the face of the planet, and Zazie is awesome. You cannot deny the fact that Kazumi tops my rank, not just because of her personality or her facial looks. BUT HER BODY. Fourth biggest bust? AWESOME! Haven't you seen that really 'extremely attractive' (this odd adjective was brought to you by Kirami! Listen to her or be raped in your sleep! =D) panel of her in the "Spring OVA" arc in the manga? The one where she interrupts Nodoka and Yue's request for Negi to teach them magic? I was like, "HOLY SHI..."
And that was when I realized, I'M BI! WHOOOO!!!
Which also continues my point. I can't really...hate anything. Perhaps I hate people for their horrible attitude (the person I ranted about before) random strangers who smell, and hopeless morons...but doesn't EVERYBODY hate people like that? It's natural. For me, I can't bring myself to not LOVE everything. I mean, why restrict yourself because everybody says so? And another thing, why listen to people older than you? Sure it's polite and stuff in Japan, but just because one has more experience doesn't mean one is wiser. It really depends on WHAT THAT EXPERIENCE IS. If a man who is now 60 lived his whole life experiencing racism, so he becomes racist, does that mean he's wiser than someone like you, who is being raised to be much more tolerable and everything? No. Older people...are overrated. I know everyday I am growing older, and this point may mean me as well, but see the President of the United States! Isn't he a dumbass?
If you really think about it, the smartest we've been was when we were young, when we didn't know anything around the world and could careless. How we are raised will determine how we will treat others. If you were abused by your father for three years, you'd be cold, bitter, and alone. Or you could be just like the father, and start bullying others. (This is what causes some crimes) When we haven't been "fashioned" to what the parent did by raising you, you're brand new. You cannot be corrupted, those who were raised well and lead a great tolerable life...were lucky.
While everything I've ranted about started at one topic and then strung into a million other topics, I'll just summarize with this list:
1) I am strictly against mary-sues. I don't care about your fictional characters, mm'kay? I don't want them pairing up with the most popular guy in the most popular Anime. Yes, these "fictional" characters can also be "nonfictional" as in yourself. I really really dislike it when people think about themselves with a character. This is how much "in-reality" I really am. If you choose to though, go ahead. I know some of you are like that. That does not mean I'm happy with you doing it.
But I have no right to stop you, so fine.
2) I love slash. Any slash. As long as it's slash. Also I've never heard of a girl mary-sue with another girl...those mary-sues seem to also be heterosexual, hm, I would wonder why!
3) I like Animes or other shows for the character. Not the plot. If I like a show for the plot, it is not very high up in my favourites list. (South Park is one of the "plot" examples)
4) The only reason I like "someonexeverybody" pairings is because the someone is paired up with so many people that we should stop listing them and make them in love with everybody. It's funny.
5) Things I've loved before don't hold a special piece of my heart anymore. "It's time to move on"
6) I do not hate the character because he is doing bad things to other characters. That character makes the story for what it is.
7) Kazumi never had any living friends. (XDDDD)
8) Can't choose a pairing? The solution: Threesome
9) Beyblade and B-Daman were dumb. It was a stupid story with a bunch of awesome characters stuck in it. (Personally, characters in Animes a lot of people love aren't that great. The plot seems awesome, but the characters just...suck. That's why I don't like them)
10) Spotto is bisexual and proud! =DDD
11) It is the quality of experience, not quantity.
12) When you were young and innocent....you were intelligent. When you grow older and wise, you may be intelligent academic-wise, but no longer have the same "intellectual" mind as a child.
OH, AND PLEASE DO NOT STOP DOING SOMETHING BECAUSE OF WHAT I RANTED. IF YOU LOVE A FICTIONAL CHARACTER AND IMAGINE HAVING A BAJILLION BABIES WITH HIM/HER (Yes, that's possible, xD) AND THEN STOP SIMPLY BECAUSE SPOT DOES NOT LIKE IT, YOU WILL LOSE A LOT OF RESPECT OUT OF ME. LOVING A FICTIONAL CHARACTER LIKE THIS IS A PHRASE IN LIFE, IT IS NOT BAD. IT JUST ANNOYS SPOT, AND SPOT ALONE. OTHERS PROBABLY DON'T CARE.
One more thing....tolerance, not stupidity.
...that is all.
R-P0T3: Fuuka/Fumika (Huh...incest anyone?)
I'm here to rant about something everybody has seemingly experienced.
Falling in love with a fictional character.
It's not just the ink on paper that you see in manga, it's also those dramas on TV. Those actors are portraying fictional people. It's also people in plays, movies, books, comics, billboards for all I care!
One of my most blissfully stupid "in love" experiences that occurred to me in my entire life was Kon Rei of Beyblade. There is one thing I believe I had different with this character than the majority of other fictional "in loves". I did not pair myself up with him.
I did not daydream marrying him. Or anything BEYOND that point, if you're having dirty thoughts.
In fact, I didn't even daydream of ONE THING romantic with him. I know he was one 'hot-looking' Anime character, but for some reason, even though I believe today that I love the dreams, the ways to escape reality, such as internet, daydreaming, plain dreaming, fanfiction, writing, drawing etcetera, I really know reality a lot more than I give credit for. Nor did I think of "two guys loving one another" just because it's hot. I'm not like Kirami who basically pairs everybody up with one person like that person was a whore. I was a "one-pairing" person. If possible, a "one-threesome" person. I had an OTP, an OT3, whatever you people called it. I know I was all like "Zomg Yuriy and everybody" and currently, "Zomg Chisame with everybody lolz" but the only reason I did that, was because I was frustrated that these two characters I've named were in A BILLION pairings!
At the time of the obsession, I was more of a "this guy is AWESOME" and thus, followed suit with everybody else. I used my immature young mind to continue loving this character whom today I actually have forgotten why I've loved him in the first place. It's because I've changed. I like change, when I change I don't see how, or why I had, liked something in the past. I'm always wondering, "Wow, B-Daman really is a stupid Anime, why the hell did I like it?"
And it's not because I hate what I loved before now, now I just...am neutral to them. None of these happy things that used to be so infused with my life...really affects me anymore. Also, I can't find myself to hate something, not even a character. There are millions of people in the world bashing these fictional characters and here I am understanding the importance of said character into the anime, TV Show, etc. Without said character, the plot would've made no sense, and the ending would not have happened. Why we loved such a manga, anime, comic, cartoon, TV show, etc. would be void without that said character that apparently everybody hates.
Suppose they revealed who killed Sayo in the manga. Now, I like Sayo. Sayo is a very nice, cool, awesome, adorable little ghost who tragically died sixty years ago. Naturally people will hate the person who killed Sayo because killing someone so cute, adorable, nice (okay you get the point, xD) is...bad. This person is bad, and then, we hate it with our hearts. Yet I would not. Why? This may sound selfish that a cute adorable little ghost should've been killed, but then who would be seat number one in 3-A? Who would I pair up with Kazumi and love it to death? Chisame? The ChisameKazumi pairing isn't without its shine if there is no competition. Plus, Kazumi doesn't seem to have any friends in the manga UNTIL Sayo arrives. People have said she never really had a "true friend" at all! Simply because her choice of profession surely gets in the way of true friendship. I mean how can you have her as a friend if she reveals ALL YOUR HORRIBLE DIRE SECRETS TO EVERYBODY!? Sayo, someone who can't remember a thing, probably doesn't even HAVE secrets to begin with. Also, she was a reporter at Mahora before, so logically...common hobbies would mean friends. (Yet Haruna and Kazumi aren't buddies either, huh...YET HARUNA HAS FRIENDS. O_O. I think my statement makes no sense now...)
In other words, I can't find myself to hate it. I couldn't find myself to truly despise TyKa in the realm of my KaiRei days. And when I switched to MaRe, I didn't hate KaiRei either. Of course my love for KaiRei dropped significantly when I switched over. I'm not exactly loyal in terms of shippings. In February, I'd be ripping into ChisameKazumi, and now I love almost as much as KazumiSayo. These pairings...they really remind me of my younger days when I was doing the "KaiReiMax" fight. Well, now I just give it a threesome, back then I just started with one and jumped towards the other.
So while Rei may be hot, I did not go as far as imagine myself having babies with the guy. In fact, this may sound shallow, but the only REAL reason I actually started watching Beyblade was Max, and Max alone. The characters soon addicted me and I ended up watching all three seasons.
Truthfully, in terms of Sailor Moon. I was more for the plot than the characters themselves. Most of the time when I watch Animes it's the character that makes me watch it. So the plot is horrible and about 65% of fans hate that part of the Anime, but as long as my favourite characters are having more than thirty seconds screentime in it, I'm fine. Beyblade had a ridiculous plot. First of all, TOPS, TOPS WITH ANIMALS, TOPS WITH ANIMALS FIGHTING, TOPS WITH ANIMALS FIGHTING THAT ARE SEEMINGLY FIVE HUNDRED TIMES STRONGER THAN THEIR OWNERS BUT ARE STILL CONTROLLED BY THEM BECAUSE OF FRIENDSHIP. Wow, that was....corny.
Negima!? has a stupid plot, but I absolutely love that series. The humour jumped at me, and even if the rest of you disagree *looks at Aoi* I loved it anyway, almost every piece of it. I love the first season, and I loved the manga. Fanservice? What about it? There are people who hate the first season. There are people who hate the second. There are even those few who refuse to touch the manga. That means they aren't fans of characters, they are fans of plot and story. Me? Well, Kazumi is hot and sexy. There, I've said it. All that fanservice has affected me indeed. While Sayo is cute, Chisame/Chiu is the most hilarious character on the face of the planet, and Zazie is awesome. You cannot deny the fact that Kazumi tops my rank, not just because of her personality or her facial looks. BUT HER BODY. Fourth biggest bust? AWESOME! Haven't you seen that really 'extremely attractive' (this odd adjective was brought to you by Kirami! Listen to her or be raped in your sleep! =D) panel of her in the "Spring OVA" arc in the manga? The one where she interrupts Nodoka and Yue's request for Negi to teach them magic? I was like, "HOLY SHI..."
And that was when I realized, I'M BI! WHOOOO!!!
Which also continues my point. I can't really...hate anything. Perhaps I hate people for their horrible attitude (the person I ranted about before) random strangers who smell, and hopeless morons...but doesn't EVERYBODY hate people like that? It's natural. For me, I can't bring myself to not LOVE everything. I mean, why restrict yourself because everybody says so? And another thing, why listen to people older than you? Sure it's polite and stuff in Japan, but just because one has more experience doesn't mean one is wiser. It really depends on WHAT THAT EXPERIENCE IS. If a man who is now 60 lived his whole life experiencing racism, so he becomes racist, does that mean he's wiser than someone like you, who is being raised to be much more tolerable and everything? No. Older people...are overrated. I know everyday I am growing older, and this point may mean me as well, but see the President of the United States! Isn't he a dumbass?
If you really think about it, the smartest we've been was when we were young, when we didn't know anything around the world and could careless. How we are raised will determine how we will treat others. If you were abused by your father for three years, you'd be cold, bitter, and alone. Or you could be just like the father, and start bullying others. (This is what causes some crimes) When we haven't been "fashioned" to what the parent did by raising you, you're brand new. You cannot be corrupted, those who were raised well and lead a great tolerable life...were lucky.
While everything I've ranted about started at one topic and then strung into a million other topics, I'll just summarize with this list:
1) I am strictly against mary-sues. I don't care about your fictional characters, mm'kay? I don't want them pairing up with the most popular guy in the most popular Anime. Yes, these "fictional" characters can also be "nonfictional" as in yourself. I really really dislike it when people think about themselves with a character. This is how much "in-reality" I really am. If you choose to though, go ahead. I know some of you are like that. That does not mean I'm happy with you doing it.
But I have no right to stop you, so fine.
2) I love slash. Any slash. As long as it's slash. Also I've never heard of a girl mary-sue with another girl...those mary-sues seem to also be heterosexual, hm, I would wonder why!
3) I like Animes or other shows for the character. Not the plot. If I like a show for the plot, it is not very high up in my favourites list. (South Park is one of the "plot" examples)
4) The only reason I like "someonexeverybody" pairings is because the someone is paired up with so many people that we should stop listing them and make them in love with everybody. It's funny.
5) Things I've loved before don't hold a special piece of my heart anymore. "It's time to move on"
6) I do not hate the character because he is doing bad things to other characters. That character makes the story for what it is.
7) Kazumi never had any living friends. (XDDDD)
8) Can't choose a pairing? The solution: Threesome
9) Beyblade and B-Daman were dumb. It was a stupid story with a bunch of awesome characters stuck in it. (Personally, characters in Animes a lot of people love aren't that great. The plot seems awesome, but the characters just...suck. That's why I don't like them)
10) Spotto is bisexual and proud! =DDD
11) It is the quality of experience, not quantity.
12) When you were young and innocent....you were intelligent. When you grow older and wise, you may be intelligent academic-wise, but no longer have the same "intellectual" mind as a child.
OH, AND PLEASE DO NOT STOP DOING SOMETHING BECAUSE OF WHAT I RANTED. IF YOU LOVE A FICTIONAL CHARACTER AND IMAGINE HAVING A BAJILLION BABIES WITH HIM/HER (Yes, that's possible, xD) AND THEN STOP SIMPLY BECAUSE SPOT DOES NOT LIKE IT, YOU WILL LOSE A LOT OF RESPECT OUT OF ME. LOVING A FICTIONAL CHARACTER LIKE THIS IS A PHRASE IN LIFE, IT IS NOT BAD. IT JUST ANNOYS SPOT, AND SPOT ALONE. OTHERS PROBABLY DON'T CARE.
One more thing....tolerance, not stupidity.
...that is all.
R-P0T3: Fuuka/Fumika (Huh...incest anyone?)
