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spotto...I can't believe I'm saying this, but....
Girls are bitches.
Guys are <3
Girls are bitches.
Guys are <3
Yeah, true. Guys can be bastards.
And really, I don't talk to much of them IRL.
But fuck, girls never seem to show much of anything at you.
I'm always sitting there, in front of the computer. My friends are okay...but they rarely invite me to stuff. Whenever I try to, they say they're too busy or some stupid excuse every fucking time.
Well let's see.
I escape to the virtual world, like Chisame, except I do not conquer it.
The BIFF, my first brethren there...
We've had great times together.
Really.
It's just...is that all?
I mean, most of us stray away. I never hear from them ever again. The only thing we talk about are things we have in common. It doesn't seem very close. The only people I do share more of if any is Akira, Kirami, and arguably, Lefty.
That's it.
3 out of like 21.
...pathetic.
Perhaps it's because I'm a bad BIFF. It's hard to cling onto those who stray away. And the many who do not, ignore or are just too...busy. You know? I can't really describe it. I mean I love you guys, really. There's just something missing!
But when I talk to my clanmembers, man they're really sweet. There's like fifty billion guys in the actual game who are fucking assholes, but these people, man.
Some of them have serious problems.
But they have awesome personality.
It's strange. I don't often find myself trying to tell them that OMFG KAZUMI GOT A PACTIO AND IS CHIBI LIKEZOMG OMFG AJBFSBFGJKBFJHBFDHDJ!1!!!!!!! Because you know, saying that to a guy is completely retarded.
Yet I do it to the girls I know.
Maybe it's just a gender issue. I don't know.
I don't think I understand really.
But right now? I see six clanmembers online.
And 0 BIFF.
Of course, it's obvious that the majority of the internet population is male, and girls just go online casually, but seriously.
Isn't 0 - 6 kind of INCREDIBLY lopsided!?
Maybe I should look at it differently. Most of my clanmembers are in North America, too.
While the BIFF are scattered around the world.
It's still sad though.
I look at that BIFF group, and I just WANT to talk about girly things to them, because saying girly things to guys is weird.
And they're never there.
And then I look up, and there are six clanmembers online.
I can say whatever I want to them, and it won't feel like I'm being ignored.
They reply back to me fast, actually TELL me when they're away from the computer.
They're awesome, and sweet. And the BIFF are awesome and sweet too...but...
They are never there.
D:
...And really, I don't talk to much of them IRL.
But fuck, girls never seem to show much of anything at you.
I'm always sitting there, in front of the computer. My friends are okay...but they rarely invite me to stuff. Whenever I try to, they say they're too busy or some stupid excuse every fucking time.
Well let's see.
I escape to the virtual world, like Chisame, except I do not conquer it.
The BIFF, my first brethren there...
We've had great times together.
Really.
It's just...is that all?
I mean, most of us stray away. I never hear from them ever again. The only thing we talk about are things we have in common. It doesn't seem very close. The only people I do share more of if any is Akira, Kirami, and arguably, Lefty.
That's it.
3 out of like 21.
...pathetic.
Perhaps it's because I'm a bad BIFF. It's hard to cling onto those who stray away. And the many who do not, ignore or are just too...busy. You know? I can't really describe it. I mean I love you guys, really. There's just something missing!
But when I talk to my clanmembers, man they're really sweet. There's like fifty billion guys in the actual game who are fucking assholes, but these people, man.
Some of them have serious problems.
But they have awesome personality.
It's strange. I don't often find myself trying to tell them that OMFG KAZUMI GOT A PACTIO AND IS CHIBI LIKEZOMG OMFG AJBFSBFGJKBFJHBFDHDJ!1!!!!!!! Because you know, saying that to a guy is completely retarded.
Yet I do it to the girls I know.
Maybe it's just a gender issue. I don't know.
I don't think I understand really.
But right now? I see six clanmembers online.
And 0 BIFF.
Of course, it's obvious that the majority of the internet population is male, and girls just go online casually, but seriously.
Isn't 0 - 6 kind of INCREDIBLY lopsided!?
Maybe I should look at it differently. Most of my clanmembers are in North America, too.
While the BIFF are scattered around the world.
It's still sad though.
I look at that BIFF group, and I just WANT to talk about girly things to them, because saying girly things to guys is weird.
And they're never there.
And then I look up, and there are six clanmembers online.
I can say whatever I want to them, and it won't feel like I'm being ignored.
They reply back to me fast, actually TELL me when they're away from the computer.
They're awesome, and sweet. And the BIFF are awesome and sweet too...but...
They are never there.
D:
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Date: 2008-06-24 05:38 am (UTC)