I hate this asshole.

[spotto]

I'm a girl.
My name is a boy name probably, but me, Spotstar, Spotzor, Spotty, Spoit, etc. is a GIRL. It was hard to convince someone though...well, ALL of them. Making them think I'm some sort of perverted gay man.

That's the bad point of Soldat. The boys. They act like boys and will assume like this in a stubborn manner.
They are boys.

Perhaps I should've told them I'm a girl when I started Soldat, but they never asked. I never bothered, and it finally has come to this.
Or never revealed my true gender.

But what is it like to be assumed this way? I don't want to pretend I'm someone I'm not. I don't want to pretend I'm not a girl, because I am one.

Here's someone who I'll keep anonymous (NOT, his name is 8M|Darkrain, and 8M is his clan tag) I played Soldat with him before, and we have gotten enough attention to greet each other.
He started calling me Mr. Spot.

I ignored that for...a day. Sooner or later, since I said I was a girl to many others, he had to know, so I did reveal it. He never believed me and told me to send a picture.
Yes, sending a picture to a complete stranger at this age and at this time is pretty stupid and unsafe, but do you think I look like a parent?

So I sent one, my "UBC with my brother" one in fact.
Guess what? He assumed I was a guy, because of my BROTHER.
And was stubborn like that like hell.
So here's my latest email to HIM:
Obviously I can't convince you, and even though I'm not lying. I'm not trying to lie, people called me that I'm a male because of my name, and I didn't bother to correct them, well I should've said I was a girl when I started Soldat.

Does it look like I'm lying? This is the reason why I hate a lot of boys, and probably the same to you. If I need proof, fine, I'll go to your house. I'll even send you a link to MY forum with a bunch of GIRLS on it. And if you still aren't convinced that I'm NOT joking. Then I hope DS wins the clanwar.

And if you still aren't convinced, well, someone will believe me. Then at least I won't act bitchy to them like I will to you.

Where do you live? I'll buy a webcam, maybe that'll be easier.

Jesus Katko! This is Spot, bitching about HER gender, and the truth. This sounds stupid, but if you don't believe me, who god damn cares anymore. my reputation will be the "Gay man" rather than the "GIRL". Oh yes, this sounds ironic, because my bro who graduated, is gay, and which would probably put you off as making you think I'M him. The sickness of "cum" and "penis" I hear everyday in Soldat I ignore, and just keep playing.

So drain, fuck off.
Drain's his nickname, and he's having a clanwar, I was supporting him...WAS.

So yeah, I'm not exactly happy right now, but I'm going back on Soldat...just to see what happens...
(Will probably come back more pissed)
-spot

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[aiirosan.livejournal.com]

Guess who I am? I've gotten an account. Haha.

Don't worry. I've also been in the same situation as you. Haha. Playing Diablo II online. Not like I really bothered much about them. Whoever they were. Maybe some 30+year-old people. *shrugs*
I could rant on about this rather racist person whom I actually added as a friend before, *pukes* but then again, you wouldn't wish to listen to that, now, would you?

If you do, you could always catch me online. I think.
(because you don't seem to be replying...)