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spottoLife is...so...so...
Crap? No, um, Stupid? No, Fun? No.
Boring.
Yes, life is boring.
Once you find your talents and do your things you enjoy, it ends up to be a routine.
Again and again and again. Each day it gets more and more boring.
So perhaps, I should take up something new. It's too cold for Soccer, it's too rainy for any sports, really. I don't want to take up programming for it looks harder than HTML and Flash combined. Speaking of flash, I could try it but I'm too lazy to learn it.
It sucks how these things you'd look to enjoy doing is time-consuming to learn. We'd all wish they just popped up in our heads. Magicness, ^^
Haha, my cousin and my friend's coming over to my house Saturday. We're ALL going to play R-LF2, so I'm going to buy a controller unless we all want to crowd around the keyboard. I just realized that um, Davis sucks, ^^
Well, about my life, I seem to be getting less sleep each day, it's 'cause I haven't been getting my sleep on Sunday, so yeah I'm sleepy. Next week is episodde 44, let's see what Nelvana will do to it...NO NELVANA DON'T CUT IT INTO PIECES YOU DOPES!!!
As you can see, I got a new Live Journal Icon, I made it in a quick 15 minutes, didn't go as fast as I wished because I'm tired and it's only 10PM!!! I noticed that Valentine's Day is coming, and more people seemed mroe hyped up about it than Chinese New Year. They're both great days, jsut that nothing really much happens on Valentine's Day. Hm, maybe I could change that. Hehe, I'm trying to figure out if BIFF are underweight or not, so far a lot of people have been telling me to eat food. ._.;;;
There's nothing wrong with me, the doctor says I'm underweight, but I'm still healthy, not as healthy as I could be , but healthy enough. And I'm alive, aren't I? And I do like food, like seafood. I don't know why many people don't like seafood, it's delicious. Crab, especially, my mom's special sauce (which I predict has a lot of calories...) is deliciously tasty! Lobster's good too, clam's ok, fish is good depnding on what kind, and shrimp is ALWAYS good unless it's ridculously spicy. (We had REALLY spicy shrimp for dinner today...X.x)
I think I'm addicted to cheese...(the food..>>) BIFF Anniversary this Friday! Will someone tell me why the good days are on FRIDAYS?! Why not a Sunday or Saturday?! I'm like so effin' busy on Friday's it's not funny. I get the LEAST sleep on Friday's, I do a lot of my work then, it's just so busy!!! My Birthday was on Friday, New Year's Eve was on Friday, Christmas Eve (the party and stuff) was on Friday, sheesh...
There's this really annoying kid in school, who seems to like to become the 'boss' for everything. He's like, "Ok, you hit the ball there, and she'll hit it back, and then you'll hit it there, blahblahblah." And when our ball happened to go somewhere else far away, he asked for help and no one did...
So he got all pissed off and yelled like crazy. (Hey, a ball hit his 'personal' area before!!) He also can't seem to HIT a ball...
And that was Volleyball, oh, my friend (not a very close friend, but a friend, because she's popular *a friend of EVERYBODY* and so is my Anime Freak friend, so you don't get much attention from those people) Anyway, my friend tried to avoid a ball from hitting her head, well it didn't fortunately, but she was ducking so it hit her...back...
Funny, XD And this little short dude was all jumping and going, "SQUISHEE! SQUISHEE! he likes you! SQUISHEE! SQUISHEE!!" Haha, funneh.
Ooh! IN Science we had to do a skit or a song or something of what w elearned, so yeah I grouped with a couple of my friends and we did a HORRIBLE skit, nor eally. It seemed kind of boring too, but it was because we never practiced and stuff. We were all like, "LET'S GO INTO THAT BLUE CAR!!" And we went into the blue car, "WOW! THE BLUE CAR TURNED RED!!" I acutally wanted to do some kind of hitchiking thing, but it was supposed to be short and we had to cover a lot of it...
That damned Math Test was hard, I mean, my friend's class only learned the basics of trignometry and moved onto POWERS while we had to learn MORE Trigonometry...I still don't know why the hell we need this stuff...
THEY CLOG OUR BRAINS WITH USELESS INFORMATION!! I SHALL SUUEE!!! Humans hurt their home, they hurt their surroundings, they also hurt other animals, a long with other organisms and themselves, as well.
So humans are stupid, heartless bast*rds. Which is why neko-jins should KILL THEM ALL!! >>
No seriously, I started a (KaiXRei..>>) story like, WAAY WAAAY back when I was 13, in February. It was just one of those ltitle ideas tha tpopped up in my head...kind of strange how I continue to write stories related to it today (and it's a Kai/Rei/Max now...XD) Of coruse, the original story, which happened to be 15,000 words died along with it's sequel, which also happened to be 15,000 words, and it's next sequel, which also happened to be 15,000 words as well. They all perished, so much work for nothing. Of course, so did It's a Life, which happened to be 60,000 words...._.;;;
But I continue writing from it anyway, so I can forever never forget them. Those gory litle fanfics with millions of Rei torture (well apparently the recent ones have millions of Maxie torture) I also remembered my very first Beyblade Humor story EVER....
Back when I liked Kai the best, then Rei. My actual name was "Be_Gone" XD Or BG. It was actually a pretty crappy story, but I missed it ebcause it was so original...
Kai and Rei go to hell..>> No, not original, somewhat perhaps...I also missed those What If stories of mine, like if I got mad at some outcome in Beyblade, I rewrite them, I remember when I still liked Kai, and I rewrote the end of v force in his favour...which had KaiXRei and Rei torture..O_o...
And I made one in Rei's favour toooooooo....
I also missed those caption stories, I know i sent some of them to Cheese, but unfortunately, Cheese has her computer cleared. Ginny's comp is broken, and our only hope is Kiki, who is actually using a new computer, and her old one's very slow. What I'm saying is that, to determine who created BIFF was within Kiki's old computer....
My current stories aren't bad though, it's just that I love looking back to what I wrote before. Unfortunately I will never see them again, they are but little memories in my mind, as Spot slowly forgets about them bit by bit...
And speaking of Kai/Rei/Max. A related story to they really old Kai/Rei one I made last year Feburary had a tale of Blonde Jealously. Al though he wanted Rei to be happy, so he decided to do that overly common thing...Oo
Of course, it's a bit more complicated than that....coughmaxkilledkaicough
So I wrote a poem about it! I already posted it in the forum, but it'd be nice right 'ere...
Unwanted
My breathless body lingers on your hands
Frail, limp, I lost myself to…
Swelling up with tears of joyless pleasure
My thoughts wander from your cold grasp
Your cynical pain, strikes even my mind
Although I listened, with my soul
God deceives me, straight into my conscience
Capture you away with my fears…
I cease to exist with amber staring
With crimson glaring towards me
You struggle from my demise, from myself..
To never know…that I really love you
Yesh, it's by Max, we all know Max can be depressing like this in stories. But I've done a lot more screwed up crap to him than anybody else *perhaps an exagerration but I don't know* People who know me and seen what I've done to him never saw him the same again.
Basically, Max acting like Kai! YEEEY!!!!
I also reccommend this story for Rei/Max lovers and Max torture lovers (basically people like me, XD)
A New Dawn, By Sedi
As for BIFF, I jsut read RA's LJ (hey, there's not point in expecting us to NOT read it when you make it public and everything!) It seems that Reili hasn't left YET. He's still making the decision. Al though other guys would say he's crazy for leaving 20 girls out in the sun (haha, perve*ts) I don't really like BIFF to just have well, girls....or how would we get any guys to join?
Which, me and Cheese have discussed that not many boys we know like Beyblade at all...I wonder why..^^;;
Oh, and it seems that ALL my school friends have no sense of...well, reality!! ALL of them will go YUCK! To no, not Yaoi, but ROMANCE ITSELF!! They all like action, but soon they'll find out how lovely love can be, XP They think it's just two people who, well love. They aren't too young to understand, most of them are older than moi. It's a lot mroe than that, with this element, we could make so much more suspense, drama, ANGST!! Humour, action, adventure!!! Just.like.THAT! *snaps fingers but it makes no sound because Spot can't snap her fingers* Poetry is much mroe exciting with love, well it doesn't need it, but it's a lot better with it, y'know.
Soon they'll find out on their own, and learn the joys of this all, ^__^
I also noticed that a lot of people are being ridiculously sick today, O_o...
(Some Grade 8's yelled, "GET SOME LUBRICANT! We'll HAVE s** TODAY!!!") Erm, they're.....GRADE 8's....13 years OLD!!!!! Then a couple of grade 9's went, "HE HAS NO *personal area*!!!" And a lot of people I noticed were pissed off that day...
We did too well in Drama. The teacher wanted us to show it to more people, sure we made some mistakes (I was on the wrong side of the stage...><) But we were all good (Except Jun, because she always says she can't do this, she can't look frustrated and stuff, but we all know ANYBODY can because we've all been annoyed in our life. Well, she denies that. XP *she also stole my juice straw! HOW DARE YOU!!!* And why would you be in Drama if you can't act?)
I had two sandwiches today, XP I guess I was just a little hungier than usual. Actually a lot of people I know don't eat breakfast, and they're perfectly good weight while I eat breakfast like, everyday and I'm a bit on the skinny side...
All I ask is some fat to my fingers, they're a bit thin....
Well, I guess that's it for today, toodle doos fellow LJ readers!!!
-spot
(I wanna hear Nirvana, I hear it's good)
Crap? No, um, Stupid? No, Fun? No.
Boring.
Yes, life is boring.
Once you find your talents and do your things you enjoy, it ends up to be a routine.
Again and again and again. Each day it gets more and more boring.
So perhaps, I should take up something new. It's too cold for Soccer, it's too rainy for any sports, really. I don't want to take up programming for it looks harder than HTML and Flash combined. Speaking of flash, I could try it but I'm too lazy to learn it.
It sucks how these things you'd look to enjoy doing is time-consuming to learn. We'd all wish they just popped up in our heads. Magicness, ^^
Haha, my cousin and my friend's coming over to my house Saturday. We're ALL going to play R-LF2, so I'm going to buy a controller unless we all want to crowd around the keyboard. I just realized that um, Davis sucks, ^^
Well, about my life, I seem to be getting less sleep each day, it's 'cause I haven't been getting my sleep on Sunday, so yeah I'm sleepy. Next week is episodde 44, let's see what Nelvana will do to it...NO NELVANA DON'T CUT IT INTO PIECES YOU DOPES!!!
As you can see, I got a new Live Journal Icon, I made it in a quick 15 minutes, didn't go as fast as I wished because I'm tired and it's only 10PM!!! I noticed that Valentine's Day is coming, and more people seemed mroe hyped up about it than Chinese New Year. They're both great days, jsut that nothing really much happens on Valentine's Day. Hm, maybe I could change that. Hehe, I'm trying to figure out if BIFF are underweight or not, so far a lot of people have been telling me to eat food. ._.;;;
There's nothing wrong with me, the doctor says I'm underweight, but I'm still healthy, not as healthy as I could be , but healthy enough. And I'm alive, aren't I? And I do like food, like seafood. I don't know why many people don't like seafood, it's delicious. Crab, especially, my mom's special sauce (which I predict has a lot of calories...) is deliciously tasty! Lobster's good too, clam's ok, fish is good depnding on what kind, and shrimp is ALWAYS good unless it's ridculously spicy. (We had REALLY spicy shrimp for dinner today...X.x)
I think I'm addicted to cheese...(the food..>>) BIFF Anniversary this Friday! Will someone tell me why the good days are on FRIDAYS?! Why not a Sunday or Saturday?! I'm like so effin' busy on Friday's it's not funny. I get the LEAST sleep on Friday's, I do a lot of my work then, it's just so busy!!! My Birthday was on Friday, New Year's Eve was on Friday, Christmas Eve (the party and stuff) was on Friday, sheesh...
There's this really annoying kid in school, who seems to like to become the 'boss' for everything. He's like, "Ok, you hit the ball there, and she'll hit it back, and then you'll hit it there, blahblahblah." And when our ball happened to go somewhere else far away, he asked for help and no one did...
So he got all pissed off and yelled like crazy. (Hey, a ball hit his 'personal' area before!!) He also can't seem to HIT a ball...
And that was Volleyball, oh, my friend (not a very close friend, but a friend, because she's popular *a friend of EVERYBODY* and so is my Anime Freak friend, so you don't get much attention from those people) Anyway, my friend tried to avoid a ball from hitting her head, well it didn't fortunately, but she was ducking so it hit her...back...
Funny, XD And this little short dude was all jumping and going, "SQUISHEE! SQUISHEE! he likes you! SQUISHEE! SQUISHEE!!" Haha, funneh.
Ooh! IN Science we had to do a skit or a song or something of what w elearned, so yeah I grouped with a couple of my friends and we did a HORRIBLE skit, nor eally. It seemed kind of boring too, but it was because we never practiced and stuff. We were all like, "LET'S GO INTO THAT BLUE CAR!!" And we went into the blue car, "WOW! THE BLUE CAR TURNED RED!!" I acutally wanted to do some kind of hitchiking thing, but it was supposed to be short and we had to cover a lot of it...
That damned Math Test was hard, I mean, my friend's class only learned the basics of trignometry and moved onto POWERS while we had to learn MORE Trigonometry...I still don't know why the hell we need this stuff...
THEY CLOG OUR BRAINS WITH USELESS INFORMATION!! I SHALL SUUEE!!! Humans hurt their home, they hurt their surroundings, they also hurt other animals, a long with other organisms and themselves, as well.
So humans are stupid, heartless bast*rds. Which is why neko-jins should KILL THEM ALL!! >>
No seriously, I started a (KaiXRei..>>) story like, WAAY WAAAY back when I was 13, in February. It was just one of those ltitle ideas tha tpopped up in my head...kind of strange how I continue to write stories related to it today (and it's a Kai/Rei/Max now...XD) Of coruse, the original story, which happened to be 15,000 words died along with it's sequel, which also happened to be 15,000 words, and it's next sequel, which also happened to be 15,000 words as well. They all perished, so much work for nothing. Of course, so did It's a Life, which happened to be 60,000 words...._.;;;
But I continue writing from it anyway, so I can forever never forget them. Those gory litle fanfics with millions of Rei torture (well apparently the recent ones have millions of Maxie torture) I also remembered my very first Beyblade Humor story EVER....
Back when I liked Kai the best, then Rei. My actual name was "Be_Gone" XD Or BG. It was actually a pretty crappy story, but I missed it ebcause it was so original...
Kai and Rei go to hell..>> No, not original, somewhat perhaps...I also missed those What If stories of mine, like if I got mad at some outcome in Beyblade, I rewrite them, I remember when I still liked Kai, and I rewrote the end of v force in his favour...which had KaiXRei and Rei torture..O_o...
And I made one in Rei's favour toooooooo....
I also missed those caption stories, I know i sent some of them to Cheese, but unfortunately, Cheese has her computer cleared. Ginny's comp is broken, and our only hope is Kiki, who is actually using a new computer, and her old one's very slow. What I'm saying is that, to determine who created BIFF was within Kiki's old computer....
My current stories aren't bad though, it's just that I love looking back to what I wrote before. Unfortunately I will never see them again, they are but little memories in my mind, as Spot slowly forgets about them bit by bit...
And speaking of Kai/Rei/Max. A related story to they really old Kai/Rei one I made last year Feburary had a tale of Blonde Jealously. Al though he wanted Rei to be happy, so he decided to do that overly common thing...Oo
Of course, it's a bit more complicated than that....coughmaxkilledkaicough
So I wrote a poem about it! I already posted it in the forum, but it'd be nice right 'ere...
Unwanted
My breathless body lingers on your hands
Frail, limp, I lost myself to…
Swelling up with tears of joyless pleasure
My thoughts wander from your cold grasp
Your cynical pain, strikes even my mind
Although I listened, with my soul
God deceives me, straight into my conscience
Capture you away with my fears…
I cease to exist with amber staring
With crimson glaring towards me
You struggle from my demise, from myself..
To never know…that I really love you
Yesh, it's by Max, we all know Max can be depressing like this in stories. But I've done a lot more screwed up crap to him than anybody else *perhaps an exagerration but I don't know* People who know me and seen what I've done to him never saw him the same again.
Basically, Max acting like Kai! YEEEY!!!!
I also reccommend this story for Rei/Max lovers and Max torture lovers (basically people like me, XD)
A New Dawn, By Sedi
As for BIFF, I jsut read RA's LJ (hey, there's not point in expecting us to NOT read it when you make it public and everything!) It seems that Reili hasn't left YET. He's still making the decision. Al though other guys would say he's crazy for leaving 20 girls out in the sun (haha, perve*ts) I don't really like BIFF to just have well, girls....or how would we get any guys to join?
Which, me and Cheese have discussed that not many boys we know like Beyblade at all...I wonder why..^^;;
Oh, and it seems that ALL my school friends have no sense of...well, reality!! ALL of them will go YUCK! To no, not Yaoi, but ROMANCE ITSELF!! They all like action, but soon they'll find out how lovely love can be, XP They think it's just two people who, well love. They aren't too young to understand, most of them are older than moi. It's a lot mroe than that, with this element, we could make so much more suspense, drama, ANGST!! Humour, action, adventure!!! Just.like.THAT! *snaps fingers but it makes no sound because Spot can't snap her fingers* Poetry is much mroe exciting with love, well it doesn't need it, but it's a lot better with it, y'know.
Soon they'll find out on their own, and learn the joys of this all, ^__^
I also noticed that a lot of people are being ridiculously sick today, O_o...
(Some Grade 8's yelled, "GET SOME LUBRICANT! We'll HAVE s** TODAY!!!") Erm, they're.....GRADE 8's....13 years OLD!!!!! Then a couple of grade 9's went, "HE HAS NO *personal area*!!!" And a lot of people I noticed were pissed off that day...
We did too well in Drama. The teacher wanted us to show it to more people, sure we made some mistakes (I was on the wrong side of the stage...><) But we were all good (Except Jun, because she always says she can't do this, she can't look frustrated and stuff, but we all know ANYBODY can because we've all been annoyed in our life. Well, she denies that. XP *she also stole my juice straw! HOW DARE YOU!!!* And why would you be in Drama if you can't act?)
I had two sandwiches today, XP I guess I was just a little hungier than usual. Actually a lot of people I know don't eat breakfast, and they're perfectly good weight while I eat breakfast like, everyday and I'm a bit on the skinny side...
All I ask is some fat to my fingers, they're a bit thin....
Well, I guess that's it for today, toodle doos fellow LJ readers!!!
-spot
(I wanna hear Nirvana, I hear it's good)
